Archive for Junho, 2007
…scratching walls
well… I can’t wait… a few more days and you’ll be here… I’ve been like scratching walls… a mark for each day… then you’ll be here… sweet porcelain passion
…of love and hate
Interesting… Love… It changes a lot of things. Disappointments are so linked with the process of growing up. First we get hurt, we feel helpless, lost, like nothing makes sense. Like our plans don’t make sense. Then we start feeling like from then on it’s us against the world, not caring anymore about anyone, not believing a damn thing. And we run, we make mistakes here and there; we hurt someone just like we got hurt, kind of a twisted revenge act so that we can then ask for some kind of absolution… fail to be human and feel to be human, doesn’t matter what. Sometimes we even try to go back to what we had, that caused us pain, just to try to put it back together again. Of course… it never works so it’s either time to run or head for self destruction until everything implodes. We either find someone to take us by the hand and walk with us to settle down or we spend our time growing colder and colder till we end up alone… in some dark corner, unhappy, maybe rich (being cold usually takes us there… to success), but even so… unhappy. Sooner or later is either the end or we become balanced, and interestingly, ready to love again, ready to find the person, the right person. Well… Maybe I was lucky in the process. I found That person before the imploding process and I grew up as a human being. I saved and I was saved from becoming that cold, goal driven person. Whatever happens in the future, I’m wiser. Wiser doesn’t mean less passionate, less adventurous about life. It only means that you then know that life is just like that… That sometimes and in certain things it is what it is and not always what you plan it to be.
…soul
…self-aware essence unique to a particular living being. In these traditions the soul is thought to incorporate the inner essence of each living being. It is believed in many cultures and religions that the soul is the unification of one’s sense of identity. Souls are usually (but not always as explained below) considered to be immortal and to exist before their incarnation in flesh. The concept of the soul has strong links with notions of an afterlife, but opinions may vary wildly, even within a given religion, as to what may happen to the soul after the death of the body. Many within these religions and philosophies see the soul as immaterial, while others consider it to possibly have a material component, and some have even tried to establish the mass (or weight) of the soul.
cycle ring
Something is close in this cycle ring, that can’t stop to turn and swing nor the strenght of these arms of mine can ever take life while time turns and says goodbye, to run and hide, to sit and blind I have seen your face and your smile for there are no last returns.
Last night I dreamt that my back was broken in two, from my neck down I could not move, maybe just the cold. I could feel the cold. I rememeber the cold. The old man said my back was thin and that it would break and spin. Something will happen. I can feel it as it’s impossible to fight a scorpion’s nature. Just hope you’ll be there waiting.
…once twice…
aCtioN person leaves paRtY or foRmaL gathering fAilinG to inform others about His departure leAviNg theM cLueLesS and apPrehEnsive aBout his abrupt vaNisHmEnT from the ViCiniTy.
While attending a party or gathering, one initiates deparTuRe by siMplY flEeiNg in secrecy leaving his acquaintances completly iGNORANT to his diSsaPeaRenCe; this action aLsO tends to piss people OFF as well.
…deserto e camelos
Interessante… Numa altura em que se iniciava entre os candidatos à câmara municipal de Lisboa uma acesa discussão sobre a OTA para se conhecer de forma inequivoca a posição do Canditato António Costa sobre o assunto, vem o maior bronco e mais viciado elemento pro-OTA deste governo fazer as mais chocantes e alarves declarações sobre a margem sul numa tentativa de desviar as atenções (e infelizmente surtiu algum efeito). Nunca é demais relembrar a esse alarve ministerial que é na margem sul que se encontra localizada 10% das exportações Portuguesas, mais conhecida por Autoeuropa que segundo diferentes fontes representa cerca de 5% do PIB do país. Em qualquer país que não do 3º Mundo o sr. Ministro tinha sido: 1) Ou convidado a sair do governo ou; 2) Demitido.
Mas por cá… Nada disso. Se até uma senhora, talvez inspirada pela antiga PID, se deu ao luxo de instaurar um processo a um funcionário público seu colega com base na acusação de ter sido informada por informador que o dito funcionário havia “Chamado nomes feios ao Primeiro Ministro Sócrates” foi reconduzida no cargo que exercia por este deprimente, manipulador e estrangulador da liberdade de expressão mais conhecido por governo PS, eu sinceramente já acredito em tudo e aquilo que mais quero neste momento é que a empresa para quem desenvolvo trabalho de cerébro nesta margem sul presentemente mais conhecida como “deserto” me envie para fora deste país outra vez para deenvolver valor acrescentado… e o mais rápido possível… sim… porque depois de se experimentar um país dito do “1º Mundo” este desértico e tristemente governado país so traz enjoos…
